I hope this all goes through…I was upset for some time. Upset that you still wanted to be friends with her after telling me numerous times how she treats you and how she makes you feel. But I never wanted to present you with the same choice she gave you..choosing between us. It started to toll on me, the not being able to be there for you like I used to be..even though I know it’s harder now since we’re not together (in location). I felt that you were clinging to her out of pure need for someone close. But then little things got me mad..pictures and posts. You had already chosen without even being asked to. Just know you can never shake me. I’m always going to be here waiting. Like I always have been. I just try to not weigh you down with the things in my life that even I have become tired of. You’ll always be my confidant..my best friend. Come back when you want.
So there’s a Trans guy in my English class. Today is his first day coming and he even went up and told the teacher not to call him by his given girl name. What did he call out? His girl name.. I was so angry and I could tell he was embarrassed. But I think I’m the only one who even realizes he’s Trans..
You’re all happy. Honest. Life without me must be fucking fantastic.